A Diamond With Fire

To many devils with hidden horns you have given the shoulder to lean on

But when the time was served you were the one, who always had to move on

They were not afraid to say, “this is my piece from your heart” when they ripped it

You still said nothing knowing it will reduce the rhythm of your heart beat



Your eyes hide the pain but heart is like a cracked wall that cannot be fixed

But the crack reminds you that the mind is the only asset that should be risked

Today you know many are not angels even though they are all dressed in white

You’re ready to move away from the danger zone before the vampire gets his bite



Experience teaches rough stones can be made into shiny gems if they have value

There are stones like diamonds, with no fire and hollow like a big balloon

Some people will love you despite of every weakness that they see in you

And it will someday make you forget the bitter past and help to say I love you too…



SuLi

Searching for my lucid dream

As I walked into the glamorous party, I heard my name a thousand times

They asked eagerly, “Baby where have you been, it’s been quite awhile”

We missed you so much one said and you’re crazy tequila rounds

We heard you found a job abroad and went to earn your bucks in pounds



I suddenly felt like a complete stranger, who came from a land far, far away

For the little time I’m here, going to do justice to the character I once used to play

I said, Oh I’ve been around darling, was stuck with some work, you know how it is...

Freedom is limited because of it and not much time to be happy drunk and be at ease...



They bought my story; I knew they are not really bothered, even though they stared

They were once my non related family, who I thought who truly loved and cared

But when I disappeared, they disappeared from my life as if someone dared

There were no text messages, phone calls or IM’s, we eternally used to share



I’m thankful to them in most ways today; thanks to them I found my way to happiness and home

I found the importance of real family and the xoxo’s that actually made me warm

I know myself and who I should be, because of their kind gesture of leaving me alone

Fastest way of losing them was a disappearing bank balance, from a queen you'll be treated like a pawn



This world is strange, materialistic values rule and I love you’s almost mean nothing anymore

People watch you ruin yourself, and then they smirk, and wait to Goss about it like crows

They are cool with you till you have it all, till they think it’s at your backyard the money tree grows

When life's wheel spin the wrong way, your life suddenly becomes like a deserted dance floor...



An orphan little girls smile and the brightness in her eyes are far more beautiful than the glitter that shine

I have come to love the little veracity of my life, with money or no money I am able to genuinely smile

You suddenly realize the silent moments at home can bring more love than a playboy's lies between the sheets

Fancy substances gives you pleasure for a jiffy, but inner calmness will take you through a perpetual lucid dream

SuLi