As I walked into the glamorous party, I heard my name a thousand times
They asked eagerly, “Baby where have you been, it’s been quite awhile”
We missed you so much one said and you’re crazy tequila rounds
We heard you found a job abroad and went to earn your bucks in pounds
I suddenly felt like a complete stranger, who came from a land far, far away
For the little time I’m here, going to do justice to the character I once used to play
I said, Oh I’ve been around darling, was stuck with some work, you know how it is...
Freedom is limited because of it and not much time to be happy drunk and be at ease...
They bought my story; I knew they are not really bothered, even though they stared
They were once my non related family, who I thought who truly loved and cared
But when I disappeared, they disappeared from my life as if someone dared
There were no text messages, phone calls or IM’s, we eternally used to share
I’m thankful to them in most ways today; thanks to them I found my way to happiness and home
I found the importance of real family and the xoxo’s that actually made me warm
I know myself and who I should be, because of their kind gesture of leaving me alone
Fastest way of losing them was a disappearing bank balance, from a queen you'll be treated like a pawn
This world is strange, materialistic values rule and I love you’s almost mean nothing anymore
People watch you ruin yourself, and then they smirk, and wait to Goss about it like crows
They are cool with you till you have it all, till they think it’s at your backyard the money tree grows
When life's wheel spin the wrong way, your life suddenly becomes like a deserted dance floor...
An orphan little girls smile and the brightness in her eyes are far more beautiful than the glitter that shine
I have come to love the little veracity of my life, with money or no money I am able to genuinely smile
You suddenly realize the silent moments at home can bring more love than a playboy's lies between the sheets
Fancy substances gives you pleasure for a jiffy, but inner calmness will take you through a perpetual lucid dream
SuLi
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