TILL LOVE DO US APART

I was single for a couple of years before I met the love of my life. But I was one of those lucky few, who enjoyed being single as much as I enjoy being committed to my boyfriend. I always thought LOVE should be something that keeps people happy... And being committed today I still haven’t changed the way I use to think of LOVE. It’s such a precious thing and I always wonder why people always take it for granted so easily while you can actually enjoy every second of it...

I see many couples fighting for their relationships but the real question behind is, is it really worth the trouble? I’m not trying to judge anyone or offend anyone by my random thoughts. I have just put my honest opinion about what I really feel.
Love for me is a lot of happiness, trust and most of all stepping into another person’s shoes and seeing their happiness while we find ours. If there is no understanding and trust, how can there ever be LOVE??? If you can’t like a person for who she or he is, what do you love about that person? Most of the time when I look in to complicated relationships (please excuse my language) but I always think what the f*%#???

I love my boyfriend for who is... his amazing qualities, his personality and most of all because he UNDERSTANDS me and TRUST me enough to know that I would not do anything that will hurt him. Physical attraction is needed for a healthy relationship, but that’s just physical attraction... How can people call it LOVE?? Every relationship is going to have its fair share of arguments and disagreements but the more you avoid screaming at each other the happier you will be...

But that doesn’t mean you need to be a liar or hide from your soul mate what’s the real crisis that seem to crash your system. I see men and women use the words ‘BUT I LOVE YOU’ to cover up their mistakes. I think it should be the other way around. Love should make you a better person, not a better liar. If you can’t be honest with your partner, especially on hard times, that relationship will be just a diamond without its fire... nothing real..

Love can conquer a lot of things if you are in the right relationship. If your partner doesn’t listen to you and only judge you, you might want to look back and think is it love, lust or just physical attraction that you have towards that person.

A relationship can really be a happy one if we try to understand another person before wanting to be understood. And rather than showing anger and your mood swings, try to show more love to the other person and try to convince that person to be a better person than grumbling and reminding them about their mistakes made in the past. I think that’s what how you can really be happy in a relationship, rather than shouting and screaming about how you feel. You don’t need to show how hurt you are by mentally or physically hurting another person...

Take a deep breath, look passionately in to your lover’s eyes and try to explain how you feel. The reaction might not be what you wanted but at least you will be a calmer person, your blood pressure levels will be lesser and you won’t have to be hospitalized afterwards...

But a relationship will stumble and drown like an unattended boat down a stream, if the other party doesn’t help you to make the relationship work. You can stay in the relationship that you’re going to fight every other day in, but are you going to be a happy person???? There will only be hurtful memories and nothing else to focus on... You might move on with life and continue your unhappy relationship, but in the back of your mind you’ll always know that you are going to trip and fall on the next step, ‘cos you’re walking looking at the sky rather than looking at the broken road that needs your attention.

Don’t get used... Don’t stay in a relationship because you are used to it. Be in a relationship because it makes you smile every day... Because he or she makes you feel that you are the only one in the world that makes them feel loved. In my thoughts, it’s always better to stay single than being in a relationship that cannot be fixed. You rather have a fling, than hurt yourself being with a man whose going to finally make you crash and burn.

If you really want to fight for love, fight with passion, good sex and kind words than with bitter memories, harsh words and physical violence...

Life is going to have its issues but how you react to it can change a lot of things... Before we change others, let’s change our selves. Let’s try to hate less, be less bitchy to people and put some kindness, love and affection to our hearts and then try to concentrate on other people’s issues.

Live happy and love more... <3

SuLi

A Diamond With Fire

To many devils with hidden horns you have given the shoulder to lean on

But when the time was served you were the one, who always had to move on

They were not afraid to say, “this is my piece from your heart” when they ripped it

You still said nothing knowing it will reduce the rhythm of your heart beat



Your eyes hide the pain but heart is like a cracked wall that cannot be fixed

But the crack reminds you that the mind is the only asset that should be risked

Today you know many are not angels even though they are all dressed in white

You’re ready to move away from the danger zone before the vampire gets his bite



Experience teaches rough stones can be made into shiny gems if they have value

There are stones like diamonds, with no fire and hollow like a big balloon

Some people will love you despite of every weakness that they see in you

And it will someday make you forget the bitter past and help to say I love you too…



SuLi

Searching for my lucid dream

As I walked into the glamorous party, I heard my name a thousand times

They asked eagerly, “Baby where have you been, it’s been quite awhile”

We missed you so much one said and you’re crazy tequila rounds

We heard you found a job abroad and went to earn your bucks in pounds



I suddenly felt like a complete stranger, who came from a land far, far away

For the little time I’m here, going to do justice to the character I once used to play

I said, Oh I’ve been around darling, was stuck with some work, you know how it is...

Freedom is limited because of it and not much time to be happy drunk and be at ease...



They bought my story; I knew they are not really bothered, even though they stared

They were once my non related family, who I thought who truly loved and cared

But when I disappeared, they disappeared from my life as if someone dared

There were no text messages, phone calls or IM’s, we eternally used to share



I’m thankful to them in most ways today; thanks to them I found my way to happiness and home

I found the importance of real family and the xoxo’s that actually made me warm

I know myself and who I should be, because of their kind gesture of leaving me alone

Fastest way of losing them was a disappearing bank balance, from a queen you'll be treated like a pawn



This world is strange, materialistic values rule and I love you’s almost mean nothing anymore

People watch you ruin yourself, and then they smirk, and wait to Goss about it like crows

They are cool with you till you have it all, till they think it’s at your backyard the money tree grows

When life's wheel spin the wrong way, your life suddenly becomes like a deserted dance floor...



An orphan little girls smile and the brightness in her eyes are far more beautiful than the glitter that shine

I have come to love the little veracity of my life, with money or no money I am able to genuinely smile

You suddenly realize the silent moments at home can bring more love than a playboy's lies between the sheets

Fancy substances gives you pleasure for a jiffy, but inner calmness will take you through a perpetual lucid dream

SuLi

LOVE- FOR BETTER OR FOR WORSE

Dear Lord, keep this precious love of mine forever safe, a soldier's wife in tears silently pray

"I'm truly blessed to have you", whispers a newly engaged to her fiancé, as they decide where to stay

A girl feels butterflies in her tummy, when she meets her dream boy as if she's back in her 3rd grade

"Daddy I'll be fine" smile and says a daughter, through her tears before she leaves for the plane



Why does it hurt so much, doesn't God love me enough, asks a child in pain from her mom

The mom holds him tight wishing the changes will come as if it's the destiny written in her palm

A man on his knees,lost his family among the tides, crashes along with the waves every night

A broken heart with broken dreams, tears roll down & the worlds at a halt, she has finally loses her fight



Dreams that came apart sometimes come together and you suddenly hear the wedding bells chime

A person, who thought has got no talent, writes down his broken thoughts and it all starts to rhyme

One who lost his friend wishes it'll go back to how it was like the sun that rises every morning and shine

For better or for worse we'll love the souls that we cherish among all, till the end of our times...



SuLi

Feel Love Through A Pair of Raybans

I stand right in front of the man I was once madly in love with

The one that who use to spin my world three times as fast as it normally does

He use to twist me around his little finger with a wink of an eye

And I was never able to look in to his eyes and say good bye

Today he smiles at me with his same sexy, dimpled cheeks

And I smile back while I take a good look at him in a quick glance like a sneak peek

Nothing much has changed in the way he looks…

Breathtaking and heart breaking and Mr. Gorgeous as always

But slowly my heart and my mind touch reality

It reminds me he was once a dream that was buried with time and sleep

My heart doesn’t melt and no butterflies in my tummy

He is still a wonderful site but almost with no historical value

When I gave all that I have, he acted like I’m a strong ray of sun

That could hurt his eyes and wasn’t surely what he wants

How time changes and he seems that he wants me

But today I’m the one wearing the Raybans and holding to my Michael Angelo

My eyes and my heart, both hundred percent protected

I see the world with love of a different kind, which has greater depth

And never ending hunger while time passes by…

He might not be prince charming but he is the one who draws and writes in me

Who makes my days colourful and fills with trust that never fails

I realized even though we dream for a fairy prince

It’s the artist of your everyday life that is going to match the real colours

And dress you with love and mix with your life in the palette of eternal burning passion.

SuLi