Sometimes I feel like a powerful ray of sun
I try to bring light to lives and a lot of fun
After being there for someone, I always tend to run
‘Cos when they are truly happy, my duty is done
Nobody wants to see that ray of sun in the night
So I slowly slip away before they see the tears I fight
Sometimes I wish there was little space in a corner for me
But the moon reminds me, this is no place for the sun to be
No matter how much I will love to feel connected
When the time expires, I will always get rejected
I pack my little suitcase with no questions asked
Walks away as a stranger always hoping for a new start
My journey continues, no matter what I go through
Tears, laughter and with days that red, white or blue
Sometimes ignorance is bliss and I pretend there’s love
Trying to be grateful for what I have right now
SuLi
Monday, June 7, 2010
The way you make me feel
I'm a bird that freely fly with no care or worries
I do not want or need to answer anyone's queries
I smile at you and you smile back and I am happy
I know I don't need to be your child's mom with nappies
I share with you my inner strengths and my biggest fears
You silently hold me in darkness, making sure there are no peers
I do not need to say I love you to make you feel safe
We only care about the great times we have, it’s not the time or place
I’m just grateful to god everyday for sending my way
Your deserves a lot of happiness and for it I always pray
Tomorrows might never come for us but we do not care
‘Cos we have a lot of fun together and makes a great pair
SuLi
I do not want or need to answer anyone's queries
I smile at you and you smile back and I am happy
I know I don't need to be your child's mom with nappies
I share with you my inner strengths and my biggest fears
You silently hold me in darkness, making sure there are no peers
I do not need to say I love you to make you feel safe
We only care about the great times we have, it’s not the time or place
I’m just grateful to god everyday for sending my way
Your deserves a lot of happiness and for it I always pray
Tomorrows might never come for us but we do not care
‘Cos we have a lot of fun together and makes a great pair
SuLi
Shadowed Heart
The promises of even you being my friend is forever lost
You left me alone with the misery of my soul without looking back
I’m like no other I have no game plan or a twisted plot
When you are gone all alleys of my heart has turned pitch black
I go on with life thinking tomorrow will be a better day
I pray every morning, night and whenever my heart loses its hopes
God is the only friend who hear what I have to say
When I’m actually free, why do I feel like I’m tied up with ropes?
I’m broken because you never listened to me as a trusted friend
But believes a person who doesn’t value your life even for a moment
Even though some look like angels they are not heaven sent
They are just going to make you suffer and let your heart torment
I’m weak and hurt but I will still give you anything you need
My only wish is to see you smile, being happy and free
In the darkest hour when everything crashes it’s your success I plead
I’ll always be the shadowed strength, so brighter days are all that you see..
SuLi
You left me alone with the misery of my soul without looking back
I’m like no other I have no game plan or a twisted plot
When you are gone all alleys of my heart has turned pitch black
I go on with life thinking tomorrow will be a better day
I pray every morning, night and whenever my heart loses its hopes
God is the only friend who hear what I have to say
When I’m actually free, why do I feel like I’m tied up with ropes?
I’m broken because you never listened to me as a trusted friend
But believes a person who doesn’t value your life even for a moment
Even though some look like angels they are not heaven sent
They are just going to make you suffer and let your heart torment
I’m weak and hurt but I will still give you anything you need
My only wish is to see you smile, being happy and free
In the darkest hour when everything crashes it’s your success I plead
I’ll always be the shadowed strength, so brighter days are all that you see..
SuLi
Friday, June 4, 2010
Who will be my shooting star?
I wait patiently at the door of happiness for it to open. I wish more materialistic things mattered to me so that I would not miss love so much. In my life I have always had the materialistic things I have wanted. When my heart was broken by the people I loved, I just moved on, hoping for a brighter day. Surprisingly I still haven’t given up after taking so many wrong turns. I still want to love someone and to be loved in return.
I sometimes wish that I didn’t have such a big heart. To feel sorry for people, for not being able to hurt someone that hurt me. To survive in this world, I guess we need to learn how to be cruel, how to be selfish and we have to learn to expect from others. But what if you just don’t have the heart to do it? Is being a nice person a crime? I sometimes feel like it, because through experience I know many people love to take, people like me for granted.
Lot of people think love is that perfect person in our mind. But looks can be deceiving; it could be a rotten egg with a nice shiny shell. When most people realize it, it’s too late. They have missed the bus to the correct destination. I have done the same mistake. I dreamt of a life with a man, who I thought was perfect, but as I matured I was thankful to god everyday for not letting me marry that man. He still is a perfect man when it comes to outer appearance but he will never appreciate me for who I am. He is far from perfect inside. When your feelings get hurt and when that other person do not want to understand you, you will start to feel like the man you thought was a mega movie star was just a good looking and cheap porn star.
Love for me is when you’re ready to accept a person looking beyond his or her imperfections. I wait for that day to find that man. Who will trust me whole heartedly and believe that love is not that perfect looking girl but the one who is ready to go an extra mile for you. The one who sees your imperfections and your mistakes but still love you and at the same time helps you to be a better person rather than think “Oh, she is too beautiful and I’m in love with her no matter what, even though she ignores me or hurts me in so many ways”. Having a beautiful heart and a soul is what matters. I am not saying physical attraction is not important. The moon is beautiful and it could be easily seen at night but yet people wait to see a shooting star to make a special wish. It’s not easily seen but it’s like true love. It’s rare but more precious and beautiful and it could bring real happiness to a person’s life both inside and out...
SuLi
I sometimes wish that I didn’t have such a big heart. To feel sorry for people, for not being able to hurt someone that hurt me. To survive in this world, I guess we need to learn how to be cruel, how to be selfish and we have to learn to expect from others. But what if you just don’t have the heart to do it? Is being a nice person a crime? I sometimes feel like it, because through experience I know many people love to take, people like me for granted.
Lot of people think love is that perfect person in our mind. But looks can be deceiving; it could be a rotten egg with a nice shiny shell. When most people realize it, it’s too late. They have missed the bus to the correct destination. I have done the same mistake. I dreamt of a life with a man, who I thought was perfect, but as I matured I was thankful to god everyday for not letting me marry that man. He still is a perfect man when it comes to outer appearance but he will never appreciate me for who I am. He is far from perfect inside. When your feelings get hurt and when that other person do not want to understand you, you will start to feel like the man you thought was a mega movie star was just a good looking and cheap porn star.
Love for me is when you’re ready to accept a person looking beyond his or her imperfections. I wait for that day to find that man. Who will trust me whole heartedly and believe that love is not that perfect looking girl but the one who is ready to go an extra mile for you. The one who sees your imperfections and your mistakes but still love you and at the same time helps you to be a better person rather than think “Oh, she is too beautiful and I’m in love with her no matter what, even though she ignores me or hurts me in so many ways”. Having a beautiful heart and a soul is what matters. I am not saying physical attraction is not important. The moon is beautiful and it could be easily seen at night but yet people wait to see a shooting star to make a special wish. It’s not easily seen but it’s like true love. It’s rare but more precious and beautiful and it could bring real happiness to a person’s life both inside and out...
SuLi
Feel Love Through A Pair of Raybans
I stand right in front of the man I was once madly in love with
The one that who use to spin my world three times as fast as it normally does
He use to twist me around his little finger with a wink of an eye
And I was never able to look in to his eyes and say good bye
Today he smiles at me with his same sexy, dimpled cheeks
And I smile back while I take a good look at him in a quick glance like a sneak peek
Nothing much has changed in the way he looks…
Breathtaking and heart breaking and Mr. Gorgeous as always
But slowly my heart and my mind touch reality
It reminds me he was once a dream that was buried with time and sleep
My heart doesn’t melt and no butterflies in my tummy
He is still a wonderful site but almost with no historical value
When I gave all that I have, he acted like I’m a strong ray of sun
That could hurt his eyes and wasn’t surely what he wants
How time changes and he seems that he wants me
But today I’m the one wearing the Raybans and holding to my Michael Angelo
My eyes and my heart, both hundred percent protected
I see the world with love of a different kind, which has greater depth
And never ending hunger while time passes by…
He might not be prince charming but he is the one who draws and writes in me
Who makes my days colourful and fills with trust that never fails
I realized even though we dream for a fairy prince
It’s the artist of your everyday life that is going to match the real colours
And dress you with love and mix with your life in the palette of eternal burning passion.
SuLi
The one that who use to spin my world three times as fast as it normally does
He use to twist me around his little finger with a wink of an eye
And I was never able to look in to his eyes and say good bye
Today he smiles at me with his same sexy, dimpled cheeks
And I smile back while I take a good look at him in a quick glance like a sneak peek
Nothing much has changed in the way he looks…
Breathtaking and heart breaking and Mr. Gorgeous as always
But slowly my heart and my mind touch reality
It reminds me he was once a dream that was buried with time and sleep
My heart doesn’t melt and no butterflies in my tummy
He is still a wonderful site but almost with no historical value
When I gave all that I have, he acted like I’m a strong ray of sun
That could hurt his eyes and wasn’t surely what he wants
How time changes and he seems that he wants me
But today I’m the one wearing the Raybans and holding to my Michael Angelo
My eyes and my heart, both hundred percent protected
I see the world with love of a different kind, which has greater depth
And never ending hunger while time passes by…
He might not be prince charming but he is the one who draws and writes in me
Who makes my days colourful and fills with trust that never fails
I realized even though we dream for a fairy prince
It’s the artist of your everyday life that is going to match the real colours
And dress you with love and mix with your life in the palette of eternal burning passion.
SuLi
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Perfect Rhythm of My Heart
Sometimes you shut out the world and your suddenly home
Life’s endless battles are suddenly at a complete halt
Not all the time you need to be someone else's happiness
Being silent doesn’t mean you have lost all your kindness
Quietness in the outer world will awaken the inner you
It will give you strength of a giant for whatever you want to do
You will know there’s nothing wrong, just the fear of losing
The doors will suddenly open which you thought were forever closing
Love thy self and everything will take its correct form and place
You will not need to go in search for the perfect rhythm or phrase…
Suli
Life’s endless battles are suddenly at a complete halt
Not all the time you need to be someone else's happiness
Being silent doesn’t mean you have lost all your kindness
Quietness in the outer world will awaken the inner you
It will give you strength of a giant for whatever you want to do
You will know there’s nothing wrong, just the fear of losing
The doors will suddenly open which you thought were forever closing
Love thy self and everything will take its correct form and place
You will not need to go in search for the perfect rhythm or phrase…
Suli
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Beyond Pain and a moment in life…
I see beyond your wildest reality or everything you touch and feel
Because my mind has no restricted territories that are sealed
I forgive the ones who hurt so that I can move on in life with ease
Being grateful to life’s little pleasures give enormous amount of peace
Many would say I am a fool to go through this messes over and over again
What they do not know is that it takes real strength to move on and remain sane
There’s no point of blaming anyone when they loses their way to your heart
Just remember that he made you happy, even for a moment before it fell apart
To the strong life is a river, sometime that hits a rock but yet glides down
For the weak, life is just a desert, with no water and a thirsty man always with a frown
I might have got hurt in life’s little battles but yet I am successful, happy and bright
With a heart that carries no weight and can go anywhere with the wind like a kite…
SuLi
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